february and it's gejeism :)
Rabu, 23 Februari 2011
lama banget engga posting . bukannya sombong ato gimana , bukannya sok sibuk ato gimana . but believe me , too much deadline at February .
februari banyak libur , tapi banyak hal yang mesti dilaksanain .
santai tu engga ngeh , kurang .. :(
mulai dari tugas , the biggest KIR's proker "mafio" yang bentar lagi D-day, bimbingan , de el el.
bikin capek , mual , bad mood , emosi . arghhh !
tapi jujur , I love them all ! segalanya yang bikin aku labil ini , oneday I will miss them so .
spending February with a lot of it's business. :)
Label: geje, life
jatidiri :)
Senin, 14 Februari 2011
masa remaja masa mencari jati diri .
klasik , tapi ada benernya juga .
tapi apa udah pasti setelah kita nglewatin masa remaja , kita bakalan sadar , siapa kita , apa tujuan kita ???
kayaknya sih siapapun itu , umur berapapun itu , mayoritas kesusahan buat ngejawab pertanyaan "siapa kamu?" termasuk aku .. Sebenernya , itu bisa dijawab ngawur aja . "Aku Nanda" , "Aku jupe" ato siapalah . Tapi hey ! Hidup engga segampang itu .. Life needs more ! Waktu tes wawancara buat program YES , ada perintha buat nerangin siapa aku . Karena aku orang yang moody banget buat mikir panjang lebar , aku jawab gga cetha banget . HHo . so sorry for that . :(
so , siapa kita ini ? ngapain kita di sini ?
siapapun kita , kita pasti diciptain buat suatu hal yang guna . Nggak mungkin kita diciptain cuman jadi boneka yang digerak-gerakin sama Yang Di Atas . :)
Label: life
smile for troubles:)
Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh
no day without any trouble , yeah , I feel it . Make me stress so much !
t.r.o.u.b.l.e = m.a.s.a.l.a.h
hha , don't you pay attent to that sentences ? trouble and masalah has the same amount of alphabets ! jiahaha . bytheway , I remember about chemistry . Hha,let's make a joke ! State that trouble and masalah has the same molarity , ummm , maybe 0.7 M ? then if they have the same volume , they have the same mole right ? now , make the chemical reaction . make it balance . find the "q" or Indonesia we called as "pereaksi pembatas" then find the pH ! if needed , find pOH ! but , i predict that it has netral pH . Do you believe it? Believe it or not , don't try this at home !Keep from the children reach ! :D
well , I am stress enough . There are many things in my mind , but so sorry, I will never share vulgary here . jiahaha. I need a pair of ear to listen , and lips to say something calm me . huyee . :D
Label: motivasi diri, musikalitas :)
lale ganteng :D
do you remember ?? hey ? don't you?
so so so and sooo hopeless.
i am here , alone ? I am not sure .
I am accompanied by my troubleS , my mindS , my emotionS , and unfortunately , there is a little space which is placed by you .
YES , THERE IS STILL A LITTLE SPACE FOR YOU . well , at this posting I will never share about you , so sorry but I have to , dude !
well , now I wanna write about my IMAGINATION.
sometimes I think that imagination is so remarkable , but sometimes imagination makes me crazy , out of sense , jiahaha . I believe all of you has a crazy imagination , I believe all of you did it .As same as me , I have a funny imagination , it's simple . I imagine that lale is my brotha! oh sh*t! ahahay . A very expected thing ! But , how can I reach that ? hAHAH . now, I had simplify those . I wanna meet lale , then have some photos and also jokes with him , facebooking or twitting with him . I promise to study twitter hard if those happens. I promise , i promise !! oooo pliss lale .. you make me going crazy .. #32$%@%^^#$^@^7
Label: geje, obsesi
valentine
well . udah lama aku engga posting . hmmh.
sure , I have no time :( jiahaha .
oke . Di posting ini aku mau nguneg-uneg valentine .
ini 14 februari , hari yang katanya hari kasih sayang. Katanya .Banyak temen-temen yang heboh coklat lah , apalah , itulah , inilah . Pokoknya sesuatu yang dianggep romantis .
Bukannya gimana , aku engga ngeh aja . Nggak pernah nganggep valentine jadi a kinda special day . Bukan karena aku available ato gimana . Tapi yaa.. Gimana ya .. Kasih sayang bukan cuman buat sehari , setiap hari dong . Hari ini buktinya , semua berjalan biasa aja , aal izz well .. Malah dapet semprot juga hari ini .. Jadi , apapun yang terjadi , aku engga bisa nganggep valentine jadi spesial buat aku . Is better for me to have a wonderfull days and horrible valentine than I have a romantic valentine but flat days . :)
show your love everyday , not only a day :*
Label: life