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Allah :)

Senin, 23 Mei 2011

Thanks Ya Allah ..

You hear me , you grant what I pray .

I ask for 1 , you give me 2 .

That's awesome ! You are so lovable . :)

Yes , now I do know how big is Your love to Yours :)

alhamdulillah , allahuakbar ! :)

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I WILL SURVIVE LALALA :D

Sabtu, 21 Mei 2011

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
And I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you're back from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with that, that look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second you'd be back to bother me.

Oh now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now, you're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah...

(SOLO)

It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart,
I’m tryin' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feelin' sorry for myself,
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high.

And you’ll see me with somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you.
And so you thought you’d just drop by and you expect me to be free,
But now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me,

Oh now go, walk out the door.
Just turn around now, you're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive,
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…

baru aja posting tulisan yang intinya desperate banget , di 300 (film sarap yang diputer di global tv) lagi pada nyanyi2 lagu jadul itu ceritanya lagi american idol .. gembel banget ceritanya .. :D tapi gembel2 gimana , lagu itu bikin bangkit deh . Emang sih aku gga semudah hidup tanpa orang2 itu , cuman aku tetep bakalan survive , engga mau mati gara2 hal konyol . Insyaallah anda2 sadar deh , gimana ngerinya karma , kausalitas :) bukannya nyumpahin anda dapet karma , cuman ngingetin aja , SEANDAINYA karma bener2 dateng .. antisipasi :D saya masih sayang , mencoba benci dikit :)

Label: musikalitas :)

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be caring please :(

have you ever feel a kinda useless ?
is that great ?
no , right ?
yes , that's what I feel now..
being underestimated , unneeded , bullied

i don't fully agree with their words "love is always beautiful , make us smile , blablalaba"
but don't they ever feel ? love can make us desperate , torn to pieces , down syndrome , and almost suicide ? ever they think that love make us more sensitive of being hurted? Now , i wanna know , how is the feeling of hating . I am tired . My huge love to them doesn't mean anything . Their carings are clearly given to "that one" , who survive nothing , who destruct everything . TIRED ! i tired to survive for them , should i show arrogantly to them "hey! look! I am here ! Standing for you , survive for you , almost collapse for you , but no one cares ?" Is that the concequency of loving ? surviving ?

don't you ever see ? I hide my face and my tears falling down because of you ? Ever you care me ? I AM GETTING TIRED . (doesn't i am gonna end my breath for you) . maybe i have to be an evil person , who cares nothing , just let everything flow , don't think forward ? Is that you want i am to be ? sorry , i can't . i am getting older , i am not a little one anymore . the process of my life build me , that's me . Am I wrong to love you ? fight for you though i am being bullied ? cry of you ? show me the reason to say I am wrong ! noone of you care of what I feel .

i wanna hate you a bit . i have tried . badly , i can't . the more i tried to hate you all , the more i think twice , my heart belongs to you . You all belong to my heart . I wanna hate you . Hate me feel unhurted when you hurt me . that's the point . I wanna hate but i can't :(

Label: geje, nangis semaleman

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the new diva appears :D

Kamis, 19 Mei 2011

pas kapan itu , malem2 nonton a master piece of erwin gutawa di sctv , pas mlengos dikit , denger suara bagus banget , serak2 gede gimanaaa gitu .. skill banget maennya . eh , pas aku liat ternyata namanya dira sugandi .. aduhdek .. bagus banget suaranya .. lookingnya , suaranya , complexionnya , kebayang beyonce :D
pas itu nyanyi lagunya ruth sahanaya , kaulah segalanya .. suaranya si teteh ngena banget , jazz pop agak cadas :D syuka!

standing gracefully :)

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new blog skin :)

yaharayy..

finally I got succes in using blogskin :D

haha.. thanks for support me :D hha LOL ..

go blogging!! not go.blog-ing! :D

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hut smansa 2011 :)

Rabu, 18 Mei 2011

pas hut smansa hari minggu kemaren , semua siswa , terus guru n keluarganya kan pada jalan santai tuh , rutenya sukses bikin kaki kapalan ! smansa-susur kali-smp7-AH Nasution-ahmad yani-apotek borobudur-smansa .. tapi ya alhamdulillah karena scoopy kayak toa , guyon mulu , jadi engga begitu kerasa capeknya , cuman kaki engga punya rasa seneng , ya jadi kapalen jalan terus deh :(

habis nyampe smansa , di lapangan atas udah ada bazar perkelas , pada sibuk promosi .. tapi scoopy malah sibuk leyeh2 , terus akhirnya bagi tugas , ada yang di stan , ada yang wira-wiri promosi , ada yang jatah nyocokin nomer undian (termasuk aku) pas ditengah2 , ada nomor kita yang cocok , punya refa! eh dapetnya taro .. yaudin kita setia menunggu .. tapi tetep aja , ngidam mie ceker scoopy !! hho ..

stan paling minimalis tapi daganganya paling cepet ludes gara2 trik licik promosi

jerengan kupon scoopy

taronya si refa yang akhirnya dimamah biak sama cewek2

tiba2 , dateng tuh dek shinta x5 dateng , promosi jasa gambarin henna , promosinya 3ribu per orang , tapi sebagai kakak kelas yang berwibawa dan berbudi pekerti luhur , kita ajuin harga 2ribu per orang masalahnya banyak orang yang bakalan ikut dari scoopy . Pertamanya ragu gitu adeknya , tapi akhirnya mau .. hha

back to rutinity , yang promosi ya promosi , yang masak ya masak , yang nyocokin nomer jajan dulu wong lagi ada yang nyanyi .. :) beberapa menit kemudian , si refa dateng , gabung sama kita , katanya mie cekernya out of order , habis ada pesenan langsung 14 njug habis :D aduh deeekk .. alhamdulillah sih , tapi ane pengen itu mie ceker :( yaudah lah , akhirnya kita masak bareng2 pake bumbu seadanya wong bumbu aslinya udah habis .. dimaem bareng2 , stand scoopy ditutup , es klamud sama es buah diracik lagi buat konsumsi pribadi .. rebutan maemnya , sepiring ber-10 lebih , kayak ayam kurimen ggapernah dapet maem .. hho ..

di akhir acara HUT , pemenang fixienya itu si astri sos1 , sepeda 1nya mas bowo .. bejo banget itu, kupon nemu :( helmnya karina , hapenya dek pandu yang guedeee itu :D piss adek! walhasil perjuangan mantengin panggung sama ngadep kupon sekelas cuman menghasilkan taro sebungkus sama permen tango sebungkus .. tapi odekedededeh lah :) love!

pas bubaran , tibalah saatnya henna ! cabut deh ke x-5 .. adeknya udah menanti .. giliran deh kita buat henna-an ,kalo istilah metesehnya meidha itu'pacaran'! ambigu.. :D adeknya mukanya udah lemesss banget , buka jasa seharian , tapi malah kita tularin virus2 agak bia*pipp*dap buat adeknya sampe adeknya bingung meh nahan ketawa .. okedeh . mau tau hasilnya ??

hasil karya adeknya di tangan aku , sayangnya ada noda cat air gara2 tugas pak bambie :(

lama2 ngeri ah , kayak macan

tangannya si travel (yang atas, yang imyuts2 ceker ayam) sama putri(yang bawah n kuyuss)

INTINYA , CAPEK! KAPALAN! MALES AH HENNAAN LAGI KALO ENGGA ACARA PENTING BANGET :(

Label: bestie in love, GHS never ends

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your smiles :)

buat kalian semuanya , temen2 yang selama ini ikhlas engga ikhlas ada di deket saya , saya sayang sama kalian . ya walaupun kadang ada rasa nggondog gimana gitu liat sikap kalian yang engga aku sreg.in , tapi ya gimana lagi.. aku sayang kalian semuanya :* bukannya nggombal ato gimana ya , senyuman kalian itu menguatkan aku , cuman ada saatnya akunya iri liat senyuman itu bukan buat aku pas aku blank total ..

masalah kok engga berhenti2 gini , ada halangannya buat maju , banyak usaha buat nyingkirin halangan , baru maju dikit . Tapi yamau gimana lagi , engga boleh capek ngehadapin hidup , kalo mau gga capek ya udahan aja .. ma*i :( capek pas banyak masalah bukan berarti capek ngadepin hidup kan ? ayolah nanda.. semangat !

Label: bestie in love

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i will survive :)

Sabtu, 14 Mei 2011

hard to believe that i am trying to be strong . but , that's the real me , not a super strong woman , but a super strong's trier woman :D

my life is so great , with all of my family , my friends , and my day :)

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lalelolilu

Rabu, 11 Mei 2011

Seperti warna pelangi,
bersinar dari kedua bola matamu, oh
Bagaikan cahya mentari,
kau hangatkan duniaku,
kau untukku

your eastern smile :)

semriwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnngggg

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galauers :)

every lil thing u do it feels so feels so good

It doenst even have 2 b understood

U may think I’m crazy when I look at you

I ain’t even can keep my cool

~MnD~

have you ever fallen in love ? sure, I do !
how much ? much much least
now ? idk .
what do yo feel ? I just can't say anything .
who are you ? how is your love ? saya , manusia 16 tahun , kalo belom pernah tau gimana rasanya suka sama orang melebihi fans , batu namanya :D alhamdulillah Allah sayang banget sama saya , hati saya udah dilumerin pake HCl , tapi engga nyampe hilang sekejap . hho waktu suka sama orang , yah.. ngrasanya , saya ini nobody . dan dia somebody . I used to be a secret admire , not a sacred admire . Tapi sukanya aku sama orang ya , biasa aja sih kayaknya . Engga sampe yang obsesif banget , muja2 banget , tapi ya kalo ketemu ya mestinya ada cenat-cenut dikit gimana gitu :D hhay .
the last fallen in love time ? ya saat itu deh , adadeh .
who is him ? PIIIIPPP*
why ? suka aja , baik banget orangnya , suka liatnya :)
love him much ? idk , hha . no I think
reached ? Alhamdulillah engga :(
Why ? another girl stole him . jiahahaha .
what did you feel at that time ? as usual . galau :D
still loving him ? no ! I mean , i don't know .
wanna steal him back ? no
your love song ? untittled-MnD
ever say 'love' to boy ? no . never :)

i'm so tired...i'm really tired

i'm still waiting... waiting for a ride

i closed my eyes i hope i can see

my old man smile and hold me tight

~endah n rhesa~

doesnt mean i am "galau" !

Label: geje

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aduh dek , pusyingggs

gembel nih , ulangan kog menggunung begini . demi apa coba :(

dedel sayanya , mau belajar ggamood , mules , mual , muntah . fisika sama mtk bikin gila nih , suer deh . mana ulangan mtk 2 bab , limit sama turunan . limit gga mudeng , differensial belom pernah megang , bolos mulu .. engga sungaapppppppp :( so sad deh kalo begini ceritanya . :(

Label: geje

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ngiler

Sabtu, 07 Mei 2011

pas duduk2 di kursi depan kantor guru pas nungguin nisa besar , nisa kecil , nana ,thomas , dannis ngerjain tugas pkn.. Aku ngliat ke dinding,ada piagam , ada medali perunggu punya fira. Ngileeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrr suer ngiler lerlerler..
Pengen bgt punya itu barang..
Bismillah Ya Allah,permudahkan jalanku..
Syukur2 bisa dapet medali kayak si fira..
Ngebayangin,ada tempelan piagam atas nama Anana Mutiara Wening , olimpiade biologi , medali piiiiiiipppppppppppppp :D awww ngilersss

Label: obsesi

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bolos

Kamis, 05 Mei 2011

udah 3 hari bolos pelajaran buat bimbingan .. cuman masuk pas biologi , olahraga , sama praktek fisika :)

yah , sebenernya agak takut juga ketinggalan pelajaran yang berat2 .. sebenernya bisa aja masuk pas pelajaran mtk , kimia, fisika . cuman bentar lagi udah D-day .. kalo misal masuk kelas , terus ada pr yang susaaaaaaaaahh , bikin engga bisa konsen.. pikiran kemana2 , jadi ya ... yaudah deh , nekat aja , sekalian bolos :D hha ..

wish me luck for the olimp ya :)

Label: GHS never ends

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the me ?

Ananda Mutiara Wening
a 18 years old
dentistry collegian
love God , life include the living things ,
facebooking , blogging , tweeting, praying, eating , dreaming , loving <3
chocolatte , brown , purple , all colors,
another major and minority consences :)

the my world ?